yanhan mei.
we talk less.
we meet less.
like you said.
even on msn , we don't chat.
i miss those days.
you seem depressed
sad
i don't wanna see a sad you.
cheer up alrights.
don't cut too much.
or don't EVEN CUT.
it's bad for health
what if there are infections.
DON'T okay.
don't do silly things.
think about the people that care for you.
they love you.
like me.
i love you too.
the way you talk in msn
seem so calm-ed
so happy.
but.
to me,
it's just so scary.
the bloody knife display picture.
the depress nick.
scares me.
are you really alright .
remember , whenever you need me , i'll be there.
i love you.











so much that've happened.
through the 13 years of my life.
but yet i get so stressed so early.
i haven't even met the real setbacks.
the real difficulties.
yet i'm acting like my problems are so serious that i might die.
i'm so immatured that i can't think.
i can't imagine what does the future holds for me.