Friday, July 06, 2007

I love you.

It's been more than a year.
I really need to give up, I really need to.
Like what daughter has said, there are a thousand more guys better than him, I know.
But I love him, it's not that easy to forget him, but I'll try. I really will.
I know it's impossible. All those thoughts and wishes, sigh.
I feel like crying yet it's useless.
I feel like dying again but yet I don't want people to be worried for me.
I want to see the happy Emilia again, the happy myself.
But...can I?

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