❤ I found it hard to face you

Kay people, ignore this post.
I just wanna let it all out.

i'vereallytriedtoignoreverything.
topretendididn'tseeit.
butijustcouldn't.
iwashurtbadly.
idon'texpectforanything,idaresay,nothingatall.
ijustwannaignore&forgetyou.
butit'sverydifficult
iwannacry,butwhat'stheuse.aftercryingit'snotasiflikeithasn'thappenedbefore.
whymusthesehappentome?
haven'titriedhardenough.
imseriouslytired.
idontwannahurtmyself,idontwannacry.
costheresnopoint.
buticouldn'tcontrolmytears.
isitreallythathardtoforget.
ifoundithardtofaceyou.
maybeit'sbecauseilovedyoutoomuch.

i'verealisedhowmuchyoumeantome