Only under some circumstances, you can see one's true colours.

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO ME! (psst, i really mean happy :D )

it's the best birthday i've ever had, with two surprises in a day. yes, i was sad, tearing so hard from 11.20pm last night all the way till 12.10am, but yet today, i'm laughing out loud deep down my heart, because of the wonderful things my wonderful friends had done, I'll never ever forget this day, never in my life.

ginny and dinah excused melissa and i from streetdance practise because they knew it was my birthday! how cool is that huh! :) yeah okay, after school, the celebration started. had lunch at long john and i saw amelia! even her friend wished my happy birthday, darn sweet. :) went to kbox after that to celebrate. shi jie and belle belle went too. but i was like doing crazy and silly things myself there. :D thanks for singing me the different types of birthday songs though i requested it! :) met yuinping, isabel, geraldine, brendon, benjamin and isabel's boyfriend at the void deck under my block and they were late. at first, i saw everyone except for isabel and brendon. so they were telling me that they ran all the way, while isabel and brendon were still walking slowly. yeah, after a short while, i saw them coming from behind the pillar with a cake and i was so moved that i felt like crying. but i shouldn't. :D what's worse is that brendon burnt his fingers while lighting up the candles, okay i really really wanna cry. then we wanted to eat the cake, but in the end, everyone was smearing each other with cream. i laughed alot and i really laughed from deep down my heart. :D my hair, uniform, face, ears, bag, almost everything was dirty. when i got home, i think i washed my hair like twice. still, a big big thanks to all of you! I WANNA SAY IT A ZILLION TIMES, yeah that was how touched i am. when i came home, granny, sis, phoebe and little alfie was waiting. They ordered KFC as a celebration. :DDD then while i was using the laptop after that, my sweet fbd called me and asked where was i because she said she was outside my house. at first, i was too shy to go out because i'm wearing my pyjamas, but i went out eventually. and i saw my dear girl outside my gate with a big big present in her hands and a mini cake. i was on the verge of crying again! boohoo, i don't deserve this. i'm like so emotional recently, being sad and all. though all of you have been trying hard to cheer me up, i'm still like that. but i am really cheered up today, seriously! :) yeah, granny and the rest took out the cake they bought for me too and it's chocolate flavour! :) fbd stayed to cut the cake with me and she left. i wore my super ugly pyjamas all the way out to the blue bridge to send my dearest girl. see how touched i am, how much i love her and how willing i am to make a fool out of myself? :) friends, besties, loves, family, thanks and i'm happy deep down. though alot has happened recently, i'll try to stay strong, i'll try very hard to, because of the care and concern, all of you made me stronger. thanks again!

psssssst: i'm really no longer caring 'bout how unglam i am. i'm posting pictures of me in my pyjamas, and there'll be alot of photos, so please be prepared! :D
double psssst: because of how elated i am, i'm sacrificing my sleep to burn the midnight oil and do homework. yay! :)




the six wonderful people! :)



i was feeding fbd the super ultra mini cake.


fbd was feeding little alfie the cake.


fbd was feeding me the cake. :)







the big big present :D





his mouth was full of chocolate and he dirtied my pooh!


trying to act like a fool. :)


the ugly pyjamas!


precious's card, she used alot of effort k! :)

and she made this effect! darn nice! :)


fbd says i'm the bear, she's the star. i'll hug you very tightly! :)






k, yay! done, finally!

i wanna the people below for the wishes, presents and stuff. :D
geraldine junior, henry, jiali, lame partner, phang weiting, thia weiting, weiqin, shuna, tina, jiawei, jocelyn ( USS ), esther, ching ee, peishan, damian, maggie, xuan hui, deborah, merlin, sherwin, shi han, belicia, ada, sufiana, quraisya, richie, ming yue, barry, binbin, ysabel, audrey, amelia, amelia's friend, joelyn, smack, firman, merabel, jiaxin, liyana, ser ern, jasmine, hui hui, junmay, yan han, joanna, shufen, jing ying, sonny, qing chen, xue li, zheng xuan, huimin, alice, doreen, amanda, stanely, aloysious, berenice, terry bestfriend!, john, terry bestfriend's friends and tao hin.

special thanks to:

people from my english class and miss fazlin for singing the birthday song for me.
STREETDANCE people for singing the birthday song for me.
melissa for the card that you put it alot of effort into, the kbox trip and singing the happy birthday song! :D
belle belle for going to kbox and singing happy birthday!
shi jie for consoling me last night, the kbox trip and singing the happy birthday song!
faizal for sending me the cute birthday song video. it's special because he remembers me though i don't know him well, only during SYF 2007!
bjorn, edwin, ginny, ziwei for the wonderful cards!
YUINPING, ISABEL, GERALDINE, BRENDON, BENJAMIN AND ISABEL'S BOYFRIEND for the super duper SURPRISED surprise! <3
FBD for the even more super duper SUPPRISED surprise! :D oh and your wonderful card! <3
phoebe loh for the wishes. because you're my dearest cousin, it's special!
MOM, DAD, BOTH SISTERS AND GRANNY. I think it's the first time in my teen years you're actually buying a cake for me.

okay i hoped i didn't miss out anyone yeah. i insist on listing everyone's name out because all of you played a part to make my 14th birthday a special one. be it a wishing, card, present or surprise, i'm darn happy! :)