i try to look at you, to see how you're doing, but when you saw me, i could only turn away.

Do not let someone's emotional upheaval stop you from saying what must be said.

/EDITED
i'm feeling a little better already, so, don't worry about me k. i'm no longer that unhappy not because i told myself not to, i'm not longer that unhappy not because i think of the happy things, but it's because of the fabulous and caring friends that i've got, it's because of the fact that they care about me. and of course, my family, yeah. so maybe i should really look forward to tomorrow, maybe.

feeling terrible, really terrible. i need a shoulder.