Thoughts

Sometimes I feel that I have to be exceptionally cautious and careful of what I blog. I don't really want to blog things that are too private, however I also don't want to be so 'on-the-surface'. Cause if I don't have restrictions, if I don't take note of what I blog, sometimes I may hurt others without knowing it. Though some may have this mentality that the blog belongs to them so they have EVERY rights to write what they want, and besides having restrictions are like a form of hypocrisy, but I think it's just being sensitive to other people's feelings.
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Kay, I woke up with a nightmare today,not exactly those scary nightmares caused by apparitions(kay i suddenly think of Macbeth) or monsters, but instead, it was caused by a human,like anyone else you see on the street.Though I appear to not bother about certain stuff, but subconsciously, I think I do. Besides, I saw that person in school today. Sometimes it's like the more you try to avoid something, the more the unwanted would happen. So school was rather normal today,but it couldn't get any good if you woke up with a nightmare. Teachers were just rushing what they can, trying hard to finish the syallabus. I wonder why they have this tendency to rush only when examinations are drawing near. Believe it or not, the end of year papers are just two weeks away,but we have not even completed the syallabus for some subjects, let alone mention revision. I always hated this time of the year, seriously.
One more thing, though you may not believe in God,but I just want to share this. I've received this email,asking us why is that people have the time to play and stuff,but when it comes to talking to god,they always seem so busy. Why is it when we go to church, we'll sleep when the pastor is talking(for some people),but when he has ended, we can be energetic again? Why is it that we would only talk to God and ask for him when we are troubled or when we are going through some kind of crisis? Why is it that we do not think of him when we're having fun?Maybe the ones that applies to majority of us are the last two points. To speak the truth, when I have fun, I don't think of God. And this has definitely let me reflect upon my own acts. So, if you think you're like that, start changing for the better now(:

Goodbye!