School

SP and AJC had their open house but it was kinda boring. Or maybe cos nothing interests me at all. I don't even know where do I want to even go in the first place. In the past, I thought my choice was a definite JC, but now I'm starting to have second thoughts. We are supposed to have goals, aren't we? Then we'll work hard towards our goals. But I've none :(


I don't even feel connected to the so called XX anymore. You just live yr life w/o bothering bout me. What am I to you then? A friend? When I stepped into XX I feel like an outsider, as though as I no longer belong there. Sometimes when we see each other, we'd even say nothing at all. Yes we're caught up in our own busy and hectic life, but is it so hard? When you didn't inform me about the XX and when I only knew it through XX, you don't know how bad you've hurt me. And when I saw the decos, it hurt me even more. When XX told me about what y'all said, I was broken. Little did you know that those casual remarks could haunt me and dominate my mind so easily. I may appear to not care, but actually I do.