Closure

The funeral was today. After 4 long days of travelling to yew tee early in e morning and coming back home as late as 1am, we finally had a closure. I guess tears and sorrows are inevitable but I rly hate this feeling. I hate having to attend wakes and funerals cos it's that hard to say goodbye. I prayed hard for him today. Yeah I know the irony of me praying to God in the midst of the monks chanting. But I still did, and I hope he's safe and sound.

And now, I just can't handle the stress. 2 days to Prelims and I'm not even half prepared. I know I've done the best I could but it's not even enough to let me pass the papers. I swore at the beginning of the year not to let stress get me down. But it has gotten to me. My chest hurts damnit