Overwhelming

When I saw the Hockey D's reconstruction in progress, it sparked off the feeling in me. The feeling that I try so hard to bury deep down my heart..I know it's time to study now. I know if I don't, I'm gonna regret for the rest of my life. But I really do miss Hockey so much. I feel.....sad.
It's like using a dam to prevent the strong currents from flooding a town. But the moment the dam breaks, the gushing water would overwhelm the place and cause the flooding to be worse than before. I guess that aptly describes my feelings right now. I hate being forced to stop doing something that I love so much, something that means the world to me.

Must build a stronger and bigger dam, to contain everything inside... Well, at least until the end of As..